Hey man, sorry to hear about your personal situation. There's not much more I can say or do right now other than tell you to not lose sight of the things that are really important in your life - it's up to you to decide which ones those are - and be honest with yourself on how you feel about them.
If you act accordingly, things will eventually work out fine. Take care dude.
Remi-le-Oduen
Take care. Times are rough, but hope always leads us into a better future. It will be okay.
Preds
very well said, thank you!